I have such self doubt some days, ok most days……Why would anyone want to read my blog? Sure sometimes I have things to say. I like to think I can put a funny spin on something, but really there are so many talented writers out there, what makes me think I can even do this?
Some days the inspiration is just not there. I make something work but still wonder am I good enough?
How do you put yourself out there every day on display for the whole internet to see, trying to promote yourself among the throng, tweeting you guts out, facebooking yourself like a cheap 2 dollar hooker and then get nada on your stats!
It’s a strange choice, an odd place to be but then you get people commenting and relating to your posts and ‘liking’ what you do and you start to think, maybe I do make a difference, maybe what I have to say is important to someone.
What if I stopped tomorrow, would anyone care? Would I care?
I have no idea if anyone else would, but I care.
I like doing this.
I’m not always going to be super awesome. (You can still tell me I am, though 🙂 )
How can anyone live up to that?
But I do have things to say and I am funny sometimes.
I have had experiences I can share and maybe, if just one person has a better day because of something I tweeted, or facebooked, or wrote about here, then that’s enough and that keeps me doing it, even when nobody’s watching.
But keep watching…… pwease 🙂